if everyone's like me so enthu bout school. i guess that wldnt happen. hahhaa! went back to pjc with ying!(: security was really tight & it took us some time to get into the school ground. saw mr ariffin the moment we came to the concourse! i told mr a i wld love to attend his tutorials again and he said, 'WHAT?! you want me to smack you? when you are in school you dont like it and now you tell me you want it!' HAHAHAA. so funny pls! cause ill never fail to sleep during mr a's classes! 3/4 of my class wld be like sleeping during his class. lolx! you cant deny that gp is a boring subject. but then, i do love gp!(:

chinghwa came and chatted with us during her break, for an hour or so. ms lee sat down with us and chatted. yay i love ms lee! haha. it's really nice chatting with ms lee. getting to know lots of stuffs regarding teaching, dance and others. mr kum walked past too but i didnt get to talk to him much. and the rest of my juniors! hahaa. you'll realise everyone saying hi to you.. the feeling of coming back to school again was really great!

went canteen to have some snacks & as usual, we were like at everyone's attention. den juniors came to find me! love seeing them! and jingyi! omg he couldnt recognise me! HOW COULD YOU! i was told i looked really different in my new specs. even melody thought she saw the wrong person. met ms aw my civics tutor at the canteen too! HAHA. everyone said i've changed. look different.. really? hahaa. i love my specs even more in this case. muahahaa! ms aw getting prettier!(: gorgeous lady & she's smiling all the way. and saw mdm loh on my way up the stairs & it took her a while to recognise me. 'you look different, marilyn!' ooh and! ying & i saw mr james koh around the canteen & he's like didnt see us. GRRR. this nonsense dance teacher of ours! hahahaa.

so around 2pm, went for dance practice together with our juniors. yes dancing!(: weeeee. and this is their choreographer, mr ritzuan. look at his pose! WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!

saw their syf dance and it was awesome i must say. really emotional & artistic choreo. dance choreography; the seven deadly sins. dance practice tdae was hilarious. thanks to michael for his entertainment! michael! im looking forward to see your gentleman moves! HAHA. TRAIN MORE! MORE MORE! xue er was like saying, lucky i bought my insurance! haha michael, you better handle her with care. lols! :P and yes, we've been practicing how to be vain! haha. yes women, let's be vain! :D

after dance was like 7pm. had dinner at lot1 with ying dear! home sweet home! tomorrow's gonna be my first day at work! wish me luck! okie it's late.. ciaos! nights!(:

i'm back to update my happy moments!(: met up with my beloved dance girlfriends ydae! dine at suki sushi throughout the entire afternoon! ying&mich darlings! i love you girls to bits!(: don't forget our plans for dance&overseas trip. *smoooochiex!

i'm a happy girl! I GOT MY SPECS I GOT MY SPECS I GOT MY SPECS! i know im getting very nonsense but i love my specs! doctor specs! MUAHAHAA. been wanting to get my specs for uber long time. specs cost like 360$ i know it's like a lil ex but if u love it it'll be worth it aint it. my pretty lil specs & its my girlfriend who chose it for me! girlfrienddd! i miss you!(:

i saw one uber duper cute baby girl tdae at my workplace! i was trying to play with her & shook hands with her. she quickly hid her head cox she's SHY. i love playing with lil babies but i've never seen a baby feeling shy before! HAHA. super cute pls. how i wished she's my lil daughter. HAHAHAA. :P tomorrow's gonna be my last day at work at toapayoh! all my colleagues cld actually see the uber happiness in me. i cldnt wait! and im gonna rest for a day before i start my work at my new workplace. gonna visit school again!(: YAY. get my lovely pjc windbreaker & visit my dance juniors during their syf practices i guess. HEHEE.

new year shopping spree!(: i haven't get mine. aaah. shall drag people out & shop with me. any hot deals, pretty dresses, feel free to tell me okie! :P ooh and happy birthday sheree! urgh. having a headache now. ill be back! latersss.

things been really well for me. i finally got my approval to quit my job! yes after some struggle, shir finally approved it. (: thank you! and i thank my colleague for giving me advices all along, making me understand the cruelty of working world. hah. i've got my reasons for quiting my so called good pay job. although daddy drives me to work and all, im tired of travelling to toapayoh sometimes for work. i'm tired of doing the same old things there, like i said, no challenge at all. and, i found a new career! :D that makes me even keen of leaving there. i wouldn't say its a job at all, however it's really a career; an event organiser in an established company TEP. i'm starting work soon, giving myself 2 days off to rest before starting a new career in life. (: imagine the next few months in my life, dealing with clients and vips, big shots people, doing events & shows, flying overseas to do shows or to meet clients.. i never thought i'll have such a rare opportunity like this at this stage of my life. i wanna challenge this, wish me luck yeah? :D im gonna work together with mich darling! thank you dearie! muackx! i feel so blessed! :P

i'm even blessed knowing such a wonderful man in my life. i know any one of the days you'll be reading this & that's why i'm typing here. :D i'm all smiles reading that and i feel i'm a real lucky girl! cause i met you, who dotes & cares so much for me, right from your heart. i feel being protected like a princess. you've been there, taking care of me really really well. no offence, i'm not trying to be mean here to any girls, not many girls will have this kind of fate at all that's why the more i feel i should cherish it. thank you! love ya goodie much! :D

people who see me grow, walk with me and been there.. definitely can understand how happy & blessed i am now. ((: i know you people feel really happy for me & i really thank you so much for being there without fail for me all these while. be it rainy or sunny days, you people always standing by my side! HEE. i'm a lucky girl!

i'm lucky girl, too, 'cause i met them...

i think im having really bad memory + luck nowadays. let's talk about yesterday. met up with zhenhui for lunch and was super late. heh heh so sorry! i apologise here again. everything was fine till when i decided to top up my card at the machine.. i realised i was not allowed to top up 5bucks at all. so i walked to the control station intending to ask if i could just top up 5 if not ill just do with 10. it was like less than 10 seconds at the queue i realised my Ez-Link card was.. GONE? GONE? i couldn't imagine i'm so PRO you know!! or should i say in just like 5-10 seconds i lost my card right in front of me?! zhenhui said there was a guy eyeing at us already but i couldnt do anything anyway. i've got no proof. so, all i could do was to cancel the card. i aint super sad. im like just feeling normal. but i do feel a lil heartache after all.. it's something thats important to me. definitely ill feel something for it.

anyways, headed back to school for orientation 007PierONE! it was great! reminiscing the past.. i simply simply love school! i love it when i was at my classroom! i love it when i saw mr chua once i stepped into the school territory. HAHA. he was like having the same look like -he's gonna catch me-! LOL. but he's with all smiles cause i think he saw zhenhui and was glooming all over. =X i love it when i saw my teachers teaching in the class! i love it when i was at the school compound and i love it when i saw my BELOVED PJ FRIENDS! :D it reminds me of the times i had at the study area with yang, vye, gw and alvin. still the same old they.. putting their belongings at the study corner and went up to play bball. haha! warmth in my heart to see everyone gathered together again. really.. really great!

mass dance & fun dance are the same as last year. danced in the crowd and really had much fun! orientation ended like 10pm.. and met the sweet lil girl melody. my sec sch junior cum pj junior! haha. headed off for dinner/supper with yang that clique at lot1. felt as if its back to the past! remember those times after studying.. just went out for dinner together. as usual.. plus went up to play pool! and of course, i felt so happy to receive a reply from my teacher! cause i passed thankyou card to the teachers cause i felt i really got to thank everyone of them for making the best in me. (: i love pj! i simply love school!

as for tdae. alrights.. i just got back home not long ago after work. i forgot to sign out! damn. i was SUPER BORED at work tdae! it's worse off than rotting at home! no com no magazine no nothing! my hp was flat too! there's nothing i could do u know! aaaah im like really going berserk! and guess what. i lost something again! i lost all the messages in my INBOX! i cant really recall whats important inside cause usually ill store info in it. im so so so sad. i felt as if, something of importance in me gonna walk away from me one by one each day. somehow, i just tell myself, its a new life, a new start. sigh. im so scared of tomorrow.

aah gotta go sleep! daddy not working tomorrow and i thought he did. i thought he could fetch me to work again but it's not gonna to be ): means, i got to wake up super early! SIGH!

5th January 2007
work work and work! i think im gonna quit at the end of this month! regardless whether i've found another job not. it's great working at tp and it pays well still. somehow, i feel as if im not being my true self. anyway! saw jonathan at my workplace on friday! it was a pleasant surprise! we'll meet up before your enlistment, right? :D haha. headed for movie with hongseng, weisheng and kenneth after work on friday. before that, we had dinner at cartel. watched school for scoundrels. i wouldnt say it's a great movie. its too dumb, that you find it funny. was pretty tired by then. thanks to kenneth's parents driving me and uncle seng back.

6th January 2007
went for chungui's 21st birthday at miss clarity cafe! i reckoned it's one of the best cafe i've ever been. the food was considered good to me. haha. im ate all the way till shireen was like kind of couldnt stand the way i eat anymore. i didnt know why.. i knew my stomach gonna reach the limit but i just felt so much like eating. so i continued eating throughout her whole celebration. ham spaghetti, brocolli cheese, porkchop, doryfish, fruits, chocolate & fruit tarts, salad, sandwich and the nicey cream chicken soup! multiply by 4 for each on average! hahaa. my appetite's back for long! :D yay!

after that, headed to bugis and bought my fav corochan original and munch munch munch! went marina and caught DEATHNOTE in the evening. i love this show! much better than the one i watched yesterday. like DUH!! haha. i was super engrossed every single min during the show. then mommy called and my parents were at marina too so i need not take that adult transport fare. im probably not used to that fare i guess. haha. daddy gonna send me off to toapayoh for work tomorrow! he's too nice cause he didnt have to work and still drive me all the way there. muahaha. okay. another week's arriving. i gotta plan my schedule. gotta be a real busy week again. checkmato!

as for today, i didnt have much to talk about. just came back after work and gonna meet cf for dinner at my house area later. somehow im just wondering that, am i gonna live my life like this, work and work and work? i have many things in mind you see. i've planned to learn driving, cause my mommy wants me to drive her around. but, im gonna postpone it cause i didnt have much time to attend the lessons. POSTPONED. i've got my piano lessons and i've been skipping it a lot that my tutor kept on waiting for me. i could have postponed it but i couldnt cause grade 8 pieces need 2 years time to prepare. i have a choice to use 3 years but it applies that i must pass the exam else im gonna start from scratch again. i realised i got to really fix a time for lesson every week. gosh. and what about my korean language class? POSTPONED.

i know A's results in a month's time or something and i shouldnt be talking about it here. i wont say i see no light in passing my A's cause most probably everyone gonna pass A's for sure. i dont have any confidence in getting into the faculty i wanna be in. mommy has the thought of sending me overseas. if that's so, it'll be either aussie or switzerland, to pursue my 6 years dream of a degree in hotel management. i've got my routes, but i wasnt sure what i'll take. im not that eager to go abroad at all cause my family is in singapore and my beloved friends. aaah. what a headache! melissa has the same idea as me anyway! im not alone! haha! maybe the two of us gonna fly abroad together? :P

alrights, im exhausted. work tomorrow! marilyn should quit, right?